a wart that can never be cauterized
Worry-wart that is.
Growing up, I never thought of myself as a weakling. Although I am not the most assertive of people either. But then again, there is always this feeling of fearing the unknown.
Most of my life, I have never been the dare devil type. Never did I succumb to dumb peer pressure, nor do I start it myself. I was never the type to nose dive into something I am not fully comfortable and trust 10000%.
I thought maybe I'm just the old fashioned sigurista, never fearless enough to try new and dangerous things. Whether it be physical, emotional or psychological. I guess I always wanted everything safe and predictable.
A ripple in the calm waters of life sometimes makes me feel jittery, restless and annoyingly crazy.
Yes, I am a worry-wart.
I worry about everything. From the biggest of things to the littlest of realities. I have the fear of the unknown, of the unpredictable, and of the extra ordinary.
Yet, I am fascinated with the magical, the interesting and the exciting.
Growing up, I never thought of myself as a weakling. Although I am not the most assertive of people either. But then again, there is always this feeling of fearing the unknown.
Most of my life, I have never been the dare devil type. Never did I succumb to dumb peer pressure, nor do I start it myself. I was never the type to nose dive into something I am not fully comfortable and trust 10000%.
I thought maybe I'm just the old fashioned sigurista, never fearless enough to try new and dangerous things. Whether it be physical, emotional or psychological. I guess I always wanted everything safe and predictable.
A ripple in the calm waters of life sometimes makes me feel jittery, restless and annoyingly crazy.
Yes, I am a worry-wart.
I worry about everything. From the biggest of things to the littlest of realities. I have the fear of the unknown, of the unpredictable, and of the extra ordinary.
Yet, I am fascinated with the magical, the interesting and the exciting.
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