message in a bottle

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

shivers

Why does she feel scared all the time?

Everytime something would happen, she'd start that rollercoaster ride of emotions, spinning uncontrollably downwards to a space she alone knows so well.

She would always feel he would leave her...give up on them twice too many times. Each tear drop means a gallon of hope flushed away. Hope in a relationship that to thim seems meaningless.

She would always feel that deep down inside, it is her and not him that binds them together with a much stonger super glue. One mistake is all it would take for him to step away again and leave her with nothing but broken promises and a now dim future.

She would always feel that one bitter moment could trigger the end of everything - all she had worked for and invested - all that love and devotion down the drain.

She would always feel that beyond the strong exterior, all she ever wanted to do was to crawl inside and weep. Weep for just a single minute.

Weep until there are no more tears.

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