message in a bottle

Thursday, August 10, 2006

sweeping myself off my feet

I have been feeling superbly depressed lately. Let's face it, I'm not the jolliest person you will ever know in your life, but then again, I'm not sullen-looking either.

But these past weeks have been very trying and difficult. Breaking free is the only resort I am hoping for from all of these madness and chaos around.

When you learn that a person close to your heart does nothing to appreciate your best efforts, wouldn't you feel the same?

Wouldn't you try to understand where of all these sadness is coming from? From what, who and why?

When you find yourself staring out the window, in a lonely corner of your room, wishing, dreaming and praying to be touched by an angel, not even the strongest of pills can put you outta whack of it.

Happiness is indeed so elusive. I've been running after it my whole life and it seems like it's having a hard time finding me as well.

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