message in a bottle

Friday, August 31, 2007

don't love you no more (i'm sorry)

by craig david

For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
so why you giving me the cold shoulder now
like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
but why are you making this drag on so long
(i wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly games
(silly games)
don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
it's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
feeling like a fool cause I let you down
now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

I know that I made a few mistakes
but never thought that things would turn out this way
cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you inner state
(inner state)
giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
feeling like a fool cause I let you down
now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

Don't say those words it's so hard
they turn my whole world upside down
girl you caught me completely off guard
on the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
feeling like a fool cause I let you down
now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

little angels

To be truly thankful about all the blessings in life is indeed God's way of showing one is never alone.

Thank you Tin for making me "beautiful" again...:


http://tinaelaine.blogspot.com/2007/08/supergirlfriend-to-rescue.html


Thursday, August 16, 2007

today says...

The Bottom Line

Waiting for someone else to come to you is a waste of time. If you want it, grab it!

In Detail

It's time to stop thinking so long and hard about what you want to say! Sometimes being spontaneous is the only way you can initiate something new and exciting. Whether it's introducing yourself to a hottie at the gym or grabbing the seat next to the big boss at lunch so you can get in some face time, you need to act now to get what you want. Waiting for someone else to come to you just isn't going to work right now. If you want it, you have to grab it!


Friday, August 10, 2007

paranoia seeps in

"Sweetheart!....you're my little secret and thats how we should keep it, its on everybody's mind about you and I, they think so but they don't really know or wanna know.... love yah ches!"

what the fuck is this bitch talking about...

nuninu

Damn.

It's been a month already?

One day at a time.

sigh

"When it comes to relationships, unfortunately you've just got to be a grown-up. It doesn't mean you can't make mistakes; it doesn't mean you can't be a kid. ... But when it comes to the work of it, you just have to grow up... And when you do the work, it provides so much more room to be silly and make mistakes again."

- Kate Hudson

kinda makes sense..

The Bottom Line

Don't take things too personally today -- that's the only way to avoid conflicts.

In Detail

Your clear-minded focus will keep you out of the dirt when people start slinging mud around today. You don't take things personally, and you understand more than ever that you cannot control how other people act. Staying objective will help you stay sane. This is a day to step back from the fray and just watch the action unfold. There is nothing to gain from getting involved. You know when your presence is necessary, and today you know it's not.

Thursday, August 09, 2007

and today it says...

The Bottom Line

Others may overreact to an announcement today, so be ready for some drama.

In Detail

Before the late afternoon, a rather shocking announcement will stop everyone in their tracks. And while other people may be overreacting to the situation, you might be under-reacting -- and you do need to take this seriously. You'll need to talk things out with people in order for everyone to regain balance and see things in a productive way. Many egos will get bruised, but you'll be able to retain the healthy self-image you've worked so hard to attain.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

today they say....

The Bottom Line

The more you are focused on one person, the faster you will build the relationship.

In Detail

You'll have some tunnel vision when it comes to a new relationship today. All you'll want to think about is how you can get closer to them, solve an issue with them, or just get them to notice you! The good news is that if you are this focused on one person, you will definitely get results before the end of the day. But on the other hand, you'll be depriving some other people of having any time with you. Just be mindful of the potential imbalance.

gosh

"I know the people I chose, I know why I chose them and I really thought that I could change people through loving them enough. It doesn't work that way."

"And all you women out there who say love can change anything? You know what it can do? It can get you in a lot of trouble

"It is hard to detach overnight," says Judd. "I'm healing in my own time. And so I do wear my ring. And I think what I'm teaching my kids is, This happened. This is where Mom is right now. And there's always hope."

"My heart does not give up easy in terms of having hope."

Why are you waiting on other people to make you happy?"

Everything's not all right, but I'm all right with everything. And when you surrender – that's where I live right now ... in that serenity."

- Wynonna Judd

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

one day at a time

Sometimes she finds clarity, things she knows she has to do
But her heart and mind don't always match
Hence her confusion
Which up until today catches her unguarded..

I surrender everything to you Lord
Thy Will Be Done

stars today says...

The Bottom Line

You cannot always have clarity of thought -- so don't worry if your mind is fuzzy.

In Detail

You cannot always have clarity of thought, so why worry if your mind seems a bit muddled right now? Any cloudiness you're feeling could be the result of your own self-preservation techniques. Your mind needs a bit of a vacation, and it's looking for a few moments during the day when it can switch off and veg out. Make it easier on yourself by finding that time before the afternoon. Even just turning off the radio or TV and letting your mind wander will help.

...talk about freaky....


Monday, August 06, 2007

astro

the stars are most definitely teasing me...

mine says...

The Bottom Line

Your communication skills are sharp, and your mind is prepared for a hot debate.

In Detail

This is a day for you to say what you truly mean -- whether other people are ready to hear it or not! There should be no candy coating for you, because what would be the point? Dancing around the truth is a waste of time and a waste of oxygen. Now more than ever, your communication skills are sharp, and your mind is prepared for a debate. So step right up to the blowhard who's been spewing nonsense for so long. You don't have to tolerate it any longer.

his horoscope for today....

The Bottom Line

You have to come out of your shell today -- you'll be much better off if you do.

In Detail

Confidence and you have a very interesting relationship right now. On the whole, you're in a very confident phase in your life. Not much intimidates you. But there is one person who does -- and when you're around them you often crawl into a shy shell to avoid interacting with them. Today, that retreating behavior has to stop. Due to circumstances beyond your control, you'll have to come out of that shell -- and you'll be much better off for having done so.

ever the same by rob thomas

We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like a someone broken
And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same

We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we've both been shaken
Hey, look at us
Man, this doesn't need to be the end

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same

You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden I assure
You tide me over
With a warmth I'll not forget
But I can only give you love

Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same

Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same(Ever the same)

my visual DNA

MOOD: EASY RIDER

Always taking life how it comes, and living in the moment.
They don't get fazed by life, they just breeze through.

HABITS: BACK TO BASICS

They are striving for a simpler life, they do without disposable trends.
- they are inspired by nature and longetivity.

FUN: THRILLER

They can make the best out of any situation - always a lot of fun to be around
They love to laugh and have a bit of a naughty side.

LOVE: LOVE BUG

They are the type to fall in love a thousand of times a day
Their feelings snowball quickly, and they are full of passion


Uhm...is this really me?

Thursday, August 02, 2007

quoted

"Although if I should wish to boast, I would not be foolish, for I would be telling the truth. But I refrain, so that no one may think more of me than what he sees in me or hears from me because of the abundance of the revelations. Therefore, that I might not become too elated, a thorn in the flesh was given to me, an angel of Satan, to beat me, to keep me from being too elated." [2 Corinthians 12:6-7]

lost

little girl lost...

she has always wanted to find true love

she did

or so she thought

amidst all the pain

amidst all the frustration

she kept waiting

she knows one day, she'll get to that special place in his heart

the place she has always desired to be in

she kept waiting

for that day to come that he will look straight into her eyes

and she will see all the love there is

she kept waiting

for him to see her in a different light

that of a soul mate, a life partner

someone he would want to hold forever

she kept waiting

for those little hugs, those little kisses

that would melt all her doubts and fears away

she kept waiting

for him to lift her up and make her feel proud

that she was the chosen one

that they were their choices in their lives

she kept waiting

and waiting

and waiting

for that time and day to come

for that radiant smile on his face that makes her whole

for that kiss she would remember for the rest of her life

now, she's alone

wandering the earth with a broken heart

because...

he never came...