message in a bottle: July 2007

quoted

If pain must come , may it come quickly. Because I have a life to live, and I need to live it in the best way possible. If he has to make a choice, may he make it now. Then I will either wait for him or forget him.

Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering...

- Paulo Coehlo

if only he knew this...

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person
but by learning to love an imperfect person perfectly"

...hopefully someday, he will...

her blog has the best sayings...thanks tin...

Implied:
"I had no right being so uncontent, being so confused, being so not for you
You're in love with all that you don't know
It animates your expectations
While convincing myself to believe all the sadness have purpose to
Makes me hate this I had no right "

The answer:
You don't have to be perfect to belong in this place.
You don't have the answers or always know the right thing to say.
You can climb the highest mountain, if you want.
Or quietly imagine that you might, someday.
You can take chances or take safety nets, make miracles or make mistakes.
You don't hafta be composed at all hours to be strong here.
You don't have to be bold or certain to be brave.
You don't have to have all the answers here...
or even know who you want to be...
just take my hand...
and rest your heart with me.

pathetic

Know what sucks?

Being alone.

yeah right...easy for you to say...

it's not the end of the world. wat wil hapen is up to you. u can't blame anyone for ur losses. u just have to be open to new possibilities.

bullshit.

shadows

Sitting alone
In a dark and lonely corner
There's a voice in my head
That never stops shouting
How can this happen?
Is it fate?
Is it chance?
Is it destiny?

Where am I in the picture?
A ghost
In this world

My heart is no longer breathing
It has lost its will to survive
No more bleeding
Its pain is so heavy to carry

Where are you now?
Are you happy?
Are you well?
Do you think of me too?
Or is my illusion running against time
Taking comfort in my vulnerability

Every breath I take is heavy
Like every second of air matters more
No more smiles
Across the faces
Just mere sadness and longing-ness
To once again belong to somebody
To be somebody's love
To be somebody's future

Every cry is of pure despair
Of pure hurt
Pure devastation

Where can I hold on?
To faith?
To hope?

Where is faith?
Where is hope?
Does anyone out there hear me?
Do you also miss me?

I am here
Still waiting for you
Never giving up on you
Praying for you and I
To be together again soon
Hold on
I will be there soon
Please be there too

yawn

This is hell week for me...

drunk and druggie

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Lindsay Lohan's mugshot

how come he gets boyfriends easily

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Lance Bass with new boy toy, model Pedro Armendares

anthem of our dying day

by story of the year

The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly...
Exactly what I need

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
As you gasp for air tonight
I'd scream this song right in your face
If you were here
I swear I won't miss a beat
Cause I never
Never have before

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying!!!

For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
And you gasp for air tonight!!

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

Our dying day
Of our dying!!!

lips of an angel by hinder

honey why are you calling me so late
it's kinda hard to talk right now
honey why are you crying is everything okay
i gotta whisper cause i can't be too loud
well, my girls in the next room
sometimes i wish she was you
i guess we never really moved on
it's really good to hear your voice saying my name
it sounds so sweet
coming from the lips of an angel
hearing those words it makes me weak
and i never wanna say goodbye
but girl you make it hard to be faithful
with the lips of an angel

it's funny that you're calling me tonight
and yes i've dreamt of you too
and does he know you're talking to me
will it start a fight
no i don't think she has a clue
well my girls in the next room
sometimes i wish she was you
i guess we never really moved on
it's really good to hear your voice saying my name
it sounds so sweet
coming from the lips of an angel
hearing those wordsa it makes me weak
and i never wanna say goodbye
but girl you make it hard to be faithful
with the lips of an angel

it's really good to hear your voice saying my name
it sounds so sweet
coming from the lips of an angel
hearing those words it makes me weak
and i never wanna say goodbye
but girl you make it hard to be faithful
with the lips of an angel
(and i never wanna say goodbye)
but girl you make it so hard to be faithful
with the lips of an angel
honey why are you calling me so late

the goat makes it good

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Too bad it's only being sold Stateside...

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rant

I HATE THE NAME PATRICIA.

I HATE THE NICKNAME PAT.

I HATE IT. I HATE IT. I HATE IT.

pierced

When you feel ultra crappy about a lot of things, the best remedy is getting a physical pain induced.

Feels good how a pierced hole can do wonders in averting your attention from other more painful things, in its continues throbbing all day...

That's what I did...but then again...nothing compares to what I am feeling...

she has her dad's eyes

little suri

thanks stephie...

One Flaw In Women

Women have strengths that amaze men.

They bear hardships and they carry burdens,
but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy
and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in.
They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer
when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel
and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member,
yet they are strong when they
think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss
can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you
to show how much they care about you.
The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning.
They bring joy, hope and love.
They have the compassion and ideas.
They give moral support to their family and friends.
Women have vital things to say and everything to give.

HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,
IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH

schizo

When someone closes a door,
jump out of the window...

from someone, to be strong

If I can endure for this minute
Whatever is happening to me,
No matter how heavy my heart is
Or how dark the moment may be ..

If I can remain calm and quiet
With all the world crashing about me,
Secure in the knowledge God loves me
When everyone else seems to doubt me ...

If I can but keep on believing
What I know in my heart to be true,
That darkness will fade with the morning
And that "this will pass away, too!" ...

Then nothing in life can defeat me
For as long as this knowledge remains
I can suffer whatever is happening
For I know God will break all the chains
That are binding me tight in "the darkness"
And trying to fill me with fear ...
For there is "no night without dawning"
And I know that "my morning" is near.

excerpt

just because your eyes don't mist, doesn't mean your heart doesn't cry
just because you come out strong doesn't mean there's nothing wrong
often you choose to pretend you're happy so you don't have to explain yourself to people who'll never understand

how time flies

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staying connected

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message in a bottle

Monday, July 30, 2007

quoted

if only he knew this...

Friday, July 27, 2007

her blog has the best sayings...thanks tin...

Thursday, July 26, 2007

pathetic

yeah right...easy for you to say...

shadows

yawn

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

drunk and druggie

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

how come he gets boyfriends easily

Monday, July 23, 2007

anthem of our dying day

lips of an angel by hinder

the goat makes it good

Friday, July 20, 2007

rant

pierced

she has her dad's eyes

little suri

thanks stephie...

schizo

Monday, July 16, 2007

from someone, to be strong

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

excerpt

Monday, July 02, 2007

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