gonna miss this brat...
mbc girls
first photo op..hwek hwek (haloween)
RM team + 1posted by starry-eyed lean at
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Friday, March 23, 2007
mbc girlsfirst photo op..hwek hwek (haloween)RM team + 1Thursday, March 22, 2007
today
He left for China today...At this time, he's aboard a plane on a 6-hour flight...
With his officemates I hate, bosses I despise and skanks that should be thrown off the plane with no parachute...
I hate this feeling...I don't even know how to ever control feelings like these.
"See your smile each morning
Look into your eyes each night
For the rest of my life"
- Leigh Nash
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
hating goodbyes and airports
It's that time of the year again....
I hate it....I honestly, truly hate it....
What good is it to get out of the country when you can't experience it with the one person you want to?
He's going to China and HK this year. Even that Fugliona is joining the HK trip even if she didn't reach her effing quota.
Last year, it was Australia.
Yah I know, it's just 1 week. But it still seems like an eternity for me.
I absolutely hate this feeling and I wish I don't get to feel this way every single time.
I hate the fact of him leaving, even for just a short while, because we don't get to be there together. It feels as if I am on pause again.
The mere thought of us being apart at this time of the year leaves a sickening pain in my stomach...like I'm about to hurl any second...or worst, burst out uncontrollably into tears...
I must admit I'm too weak for goodbyes.
Probably because I never got used to it. My dad has been going back and forth to the States since I was a little. There was nothing happy about it and here I am, bringing the same feeling at this age of my life.
Saying goodbye, seeing people leave, for long or short, is never going to sit well with me.
I am on pause till he gets back.
I hate it....I honestly, truly hate it....
What good is it to get out of the country when you can't experience it with the one person you want to?
He's going to China and HK this year. Even that Fugliona is joining the HK trip even if she didn't reach her effing quota.
Last year, it was Australia.
Yah I know, it's just 1 week. But it still seems like an eternity for me.
I absolutely hate this feeling and I wish I don't get to feel this way every single time.
I hate the fact of him leaving, even for just a short while, because we don't get to be there together. It feels as if I am on pause again.
The mere thought of us being apart at this time of the year leaves a sickening pain in my stomach...like I'm about to hurl any second...or worst, burst out uncontrollably into tears...
I must admit I'm too weak for goodbyes.
Probably because I never got used to it. My dad has been going back and forth to the States since I was a little. There was nothing happy about it and here I am, bringing the same feeling at this age of my life.
Saying goodbye, seeing people leave, for long or short, is never going to sit well with me.
I am on pause till he gets back.
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Friday, March 16, 2007
dead man rising
Skank alert y'all!
Yep, I did it indeed!
Doesn't she resemble a twin-look alike of Ai-Ai Delas Alas *snicker*snicker*
I know, I know, I am super duper bad for doing this but this girl deserves more than this actually....she wreck an innocent spirit of a woman who's only fault is giving her everything to her man.
Hmmm...a relationship-wrecker??!
Okay, okay, let's give her the benefit of the doubt. Mind you, this girl is not a friend whatsoever. Nor do I have any desire to be her friend in this lifetime or the next.
If she is really a good person, who minds her own business (love life, work life etc.), she should have had the courtesy (at the very least) and respect for a relationship.
But no, she sticked her fork in a quiet relationship and ruined what could have been a happy future and a happy ending.
Yes, it is imminent that I don't like her. This I can say with all honesty that I never will like her. She ruined a friend's life, a friend's belief in relationships and prevented her from dealing with it head-on, like a strong person.
This is a silent fight for a friend who cannot fight for herself, because it is not in her nature to fight for what is rightfully hers. She is just too, too kind to be able to do that. That is why friends, in their concern and hopefulness, do it for her willingly because they know she can't.
This a silent fight for someone who has been so hurt, so disappointed in what happened to her relationship that up until now, she is still trying to look for that elusive light in the dark tunnel. With hope? we don't know.
Okay, they may have all started to mend their broken hearts. But the damage has been done.
Okay, she may not be the only reason for whatever happened.
But then again, we don't have the answers right?
All I can say is, she is not a person worth trusting, worth knowing, even worth talking to. She may look pristine, poised and polished, but she is trash nonetheless in the eyes who know better.
Yes, I will say it here.
Beware of her...
Beware of what she can do...
Beware of what she is after...
Because you'll never know what she is capable of....especially to those who are blinded by her "fake" beauty...blinded and defending her....
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007
a little girl lost
Wow, is this true?! I'm here, blogging again?!
Yah, yah, yah, I know, it's been ages since I've been here. Actually, I'm not sure what to say on where I've been and why I've been dormant since who knows when..hehehe
I just felt like taking a time away from my busy, busy work life and get back on the writing track.
So much has happened, goodness, I even don't know where to begin.
It suddenly hit me that tomorrow is our monthsary (yay, payday!). It felt a shiver when I come to think of all the couples I know who has broken up in the span of 2 months.
There's my ever weak/blind friend, with whom his boyfriend made the split, early into the year.
That was one of the indications that love is more effective being shown and not being told. The guy is the type of boyfriend who never ceases to showcase his verbal skills when it comes to their relationship.
He was one of those uber expressive guys who never hesitates to name drop the big "M" word. There was even a time us girls became envious with that kind of openness in marriage....but we were so dead wrong...
They are in the "pause/on-hold" period and yes, you guessed it right, it's the guy who wants that. How impressive, yah? There is really such a thing of having an unbalanced relationship wherein one is the confident one and one is the...well...non-confident one...
Other couples in the group now think, why the heck are these guys simply giving up on a relationship they invested so much time and effort into? Is it really that easy now? Like you're not dealing with another human being on the receiving end?
There was a more recent couple who also experienced the same thing. Yep, it's also the guy who asked for the split...
And get this, it was because of another girl (oh no! another Fifi!)
Some guys really don't get it....
Yah, yah, yah, I know, it's been ages since I've been here. Actually, I'm not sure what to say on where I've been and why I've been dormant since who knows when..hehehe
I just felt like taking a time away from my busy, busy work life and get back on the writing track.
So much has happened, goodness, I even don't know where to begin.
It suddenly hit me that tomorrow is our monthsary (yay, payday!). It felt a shiver when I come to think of all the couples I know who has broken up in the span of 2 months.
There's my ever weak/blind friend, with whom his boyfriend made the split, early into the year.
That was one of the indications that love is more effective being shown and not being told. The guy is the type of boyfriend who never ceases to showcase his verbal skills when it comes to their relationship.
He was one of those uber expressive guys who never hesitates to name drop the big "M" word. There was even a time us girls became envious with that kind of openness in marriage....but we were so dead wrong...
They are in the "pause/on-hold" period and yes, you guessed it right, it's the guy who wants that. How impressive, yah? There is really such a thing of having an unbalanced relationship wherein one is the confident one and one is the...well...non-confident one...
Other couples in the group now think, why the heck are these guys simply giving up on a relationship they invested so much time and effort into? Is it really that easy now? Like you're not dealing with another human being on the receiving end?
There was a more recent couple who also experienced the same thing. Yep, it's also the guy who asked for the split...
And get this, it was because of another girl (oh no! another Fifi!)
Some guys really don't get it....
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a few of my favorite things
Like a butterfly fluttering across oceans and seas...[] La Union surfing
[] Fuego beach
[] Boracay sands
[] Panglao waves
[] Mactan scenery
Feasting on delectable sweets, treats for the palette...
[] Vanilla Sunshine cupcake by Sonja's
[] Ultimate Carrot Cake by Dome
[] Original Glazed by Krispy Kreme
[] Caramel Apple by SanFo Treats
[] Big Breakfasts by Midway (only in La Union)
[] Yam hopia by Eng Bee Tin
Banana-Crazy!
[] Banana Walnut pancakes by Pancake House
[] Whole Wheat Banana Peanut pancakes (c/o "In Her Shoes")
[] Banana Cream Pie by Coffee Bean
[] Banoffee Pie by Starbucks
An hour in the mall is never enough nor acceptable...
[] Bayo (for everything!)
[] Ralph Lauren (Polo Sport and RL)
[] Lacoste (for their bags and polos)
[] Apple & Eve
Cushion-seating with popcorn in hand...
[] Clueless (Cher personified)
[] Never Been Kissed
[] Matilda
[] Freaky Friday
[] Confessions of A Teenage Drama Queen
[] The Notebook
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